Car♥usel, the merry-go-round

hawhaw. so happy today cus exam was great. haha i laugh and smile until jaw wanna drop but yea i'll not be so complacent. later fail i LAUGH AND CRY. )):

hope not but yea. i duno how to describe how i feel now, but its just i think i will do well kind of feeling but i dare not be so happy. i kinda forgot what i wrote for the paper i was just writing on and on until at the end of the paper my hand kinda felt like it was broken especially my wrist.

but yea, lets hope and wish for the best. one more paper to go. and home sweet home for 2 weeks.
anyway, yupp i sort of feel something else too. its the "i think im crazy."
cus last night didnt sleep all the way from 3am- today's paper till now. slept from 12-3? yeah den studied and drank like 5 cups of coffee to keep me awake. this morning bought another from the cafe at uni. and brought it in to exam room. so maybe im really crazy becus of not sleeping enough. so i think i did well but actually didnt. my houselady told me once she didnt sleep for uni exam and she wrote for her music paper that the oboe is a string instrument or something stupid like this. so maybe when you do not have enough sleep you write rubbish but you think its right? I DON'T KNOW. im scared but i think i was awake enough lol. dont scare myself.

yupp! econs econs econs. i love econs. thanks to those who went through econs policies with me last night. and this morning. they meant a lot in this exam cus it so definitely came out. THANKS!

and and and. omg cant stop being so excited. i'll post pictures after exams i hope. and sorry i didnt update for so long but yea! G LOVES ECONS!

but when theres happy stuff to be happy about, there're sad stuff too. its a long journey to till i'll be home in sg permenently. haha this is like only 1/10 till i complete my degree.
listen to this song by aiza seguerra. she sings so well.

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if i can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
driffing on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter ,
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing, by my side..

It's a long, long, journey, and i need to be close to you.

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down this walls and pull me through..

Cause it's a long long journey
till I feel that I'm worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
beaneath those stromy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control

Cause it's a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you,
TO YOU.

see you all soon ((: 5 days left and counting down =D