why is muttons playing young folks everynight? ):
i'm so upset.
she's always doing this.
(and muttons just rubbed it in talking about not coming to plmgss again)
and today's history paper was super easy. and i don't take history.
and zh's not in sg.
and my studies are so much for me to absorb and memorise.
and someone's being nonchalent, keeping everything to oneself.
and i'm afraid and scared, but sian and stressed.
and everything is just making me go bonkers and i'm tired.
tiredd of life.
only ping and pong is making my life better. but only for one sec.. cus i don't understand the joke.
and my life is so ..
i really wanna cry it out, or i don't know what to do to make me feel better.
i wanna give up, but i know i can't.
i want better life, i want to fly.
everyday's such a routine.
nights.